Mon Jan 5, 2004 4:31 pm

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Velvet,

In no way have I ever wanted you or anyone to feel like you were unwelcome to
post. Truth be told - I couldn't tell you what I would have done if there were
results that added to Cecilia's CDH. I don't know, I can't spin back the clock
and find out either, can I? If I could, Cecilia would still be here for us
all.

But then, I guess because my daughter died and only lived for 38 days - that
makes me limited? You say you didn't want to personally attack me - but you
did. I have always supported you and all the parents of survivors here and
prayed for your children dispite my loss. You lost a child, if you had at
anytime felt that feeling that Asa would no longer be here - that inner peace
that overwhelms you and numbness - before his birth - would you have opted to
terminate? You don't know. If you knew your child was going to die - that
mommy instinct, just as that mommy instinct has fought for him - would you have
allowed him to die?

Anything I say here is wrong. Stay here Velvet and get your support from these
people.

I will no longer be hurt from CHERUBS, I will have unsubscribed from all
listserves and have asked NO LINKS TO CECILIA's site and I will no longer be a
volunteer here with CHERUBS.

Elizabeth, Proud Mom of Cecilia Winn Propst, 11/2/99 - 12/10/99, LCDH, O2, N0,
Gortex Patch Repair, Silo Patch to final Closure, ECMO 32 days (UVA's record
holder), Renal Failure, Hemophiltration via ECMO, Hemophiltration via CVH
machine - youngest patient ever on, Pulmonary Hemorrhage.
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